so im having a moment. my bf 3 daughters are over this weekend. mind you im past due. being induced wednesday. and believe me i love the girls as if they were my own. but im really emotional this weekend and dont have the patience. the girls are very hyperactive. 6-8-10 yo girls. and they NEVER listen to me till i start getting upset. he doesnt set many boundaries with them. and its stressful rn for me. theyre always yelling, and arguing, and making messes and touxhing and doing things after told not to. yes i know thats what kids do. but when i try to tell them not to they dont listen and just laugh at me and he justvthinks its funny. today he tells me im always nagging them nd in a bad mood. well ive been attempting to entertain, and clean up after them all weekend. i have a couple set rules reguarding little things like dont be eating junk all day. dont mess with my glass decals/ collectables little things. and i get yelled at when i have to tell them to chill out. and its rough. i just feel like crying cuz i feel like a big joke. but im suppossed to get up go to store 4 times for them, entertain them, and be hunky dory all day, but no one lisrens and im just a laughing stock. im sure im just being emotional. but it sucks. i have like no friends anymore. he hardly gives me any attention anymore and i just feel like blabbing bc i have no one to talk to. ughh. im hiding out on my room now after being yelled at. n i just wanna cry. lol.