This is long but I wld like some opinions? :) first let me say this.. I'm still new to this app but I'm getting the hang of things, and i rly rly like it here.. I've never felt so comfortable with so many 'strangers' lol I have no worry to be judged and I feel this is the one place I can give my advice or opinion or even rant and its OKAY!! 😄😘

Next I wld like to introduce myself, my name is Tiffany, I'm 29, married and I have 4 litl babes 8y, 3y, (almost) 2y and 1y, I'm a SAHM and I lose my freaking mind occasionally 😖☕😑😄
With that being said, here is a litl back story to introduce my concern/question/comments..
I had my 8y old (Alexakai) before I met my husband. Bruce (my hubs) and I met Oct 2011, we got preg in Nov 2011 but it was ectopic (good possibility from Mirena IUD) so we had to terminate pregnancy. We got preg with our son Masenn and had him July 2013, had a miscarriage in Jan 2014, and got preg with Jeweliette and had her Dec 2014, got preg with Sturlyng and had him Nov 2015.. After having Jeweliette I hemorrhaged pretty bad and was 'on my way out' but Holly (my nurse) saved me.. (before we had Sturlyng my Dr switched hospitals, I wasn't happy but I wasn't switching) .. went in to have Sturlyng and found out Holly was going to be my nurse so I cried and thanked her for saving my life.. (I had all 4 c sections) when they cut me open they noticed my uterus was 'paper thin', there was a hole the placenta was trying to rip thru and the cord was wrapped twice around his neck.. if I wld have gone into labor we both cld have died.. after we had Sturlyng, I hemorrhaged again but Holly saved my life, again!! Dr said no more babies!! if i get pregnant there's a very good chance baby and I wld both die.
So, my husband got fixed!! problem solved?!
no... Dr says he's seen too many women get pregnant after a vasectomy..
(I'm having some hormone issues) and Dr offered to burn my cervix.. but he wants me to think long and hard on it bc I will Never Be Able to have kids again (there's a difference between not wanting anymore and Can't have anymore) .. even tho he still says no more babies for me, he says it cld be A very emotional experience and there's no reversal..
So After All of That.. I'm curious as to what everyone thinks about the procedure?
I'm on the fence, only bc I know I can be an emotional disaster but I feel like I'm ready 😨😀