Need to vent😢 Anyone else fall in denial about a loved ones death? New Years Day will be 1 year…
Need to vent😢
Anyone else fall in denial about a loved ones death? New Years Day will be 1 year since my grandma passed away and till this day I still can't accept it. She helped my mom raise me and my siblings. She worked at schools we went to. Everytime we got mad at mommy she would give in to us. She ment the world to me. Out of all 18 grandchildren and who knows how many great grandchildren every one will tell you I was the closest to her. I was her baby. No matter what I could always depend on her. She passed away 2 months after I had my son. What was suppose to he the happiest time of my life was also the worst. I didn't think she would leave so unexpected. She was healthy. Every day I still get hope she will call me and ask how I am and how the baby is. But I can't accept the fact I will never get another call💔
babymay2016·
It is really hard. Time makes it better in a way but it never makes it easier, if that makes any sense... Just know that she is looking down on you and smiling, and looking out for you always. I find peace in thinking that my Nana is taking care of my first angel baby that I lost. I like to think that maybe she was lonely up there and now she takes care of my Angel for me (like she always took such good care of me) until I can be there to do it myself. That thought brings me some peace. I miss my Nana every day 😒
Rachel·
Мама четверых детей
I lost my mom at 56 to cancer last Nov 24, it's has been the toughest year to date.. I've needed my mom so much and just need to hear her. it's so true when they say you never know what you have till it's gone.. I am waiting fur the moment it is "easier" but it hasn't happened yet.. my heart aches for you cause I know how you feel.. I hope some how the pain lessens for you my love.. @andrewsmommy
Brittany·
it will get easier I lost my dad November 28 2009. I was only 14. it was so hard he use to do drugs got clean for 5 years got me and my sister back from my grandparents and he relapsed and died in a hotel room while I was at home with my brother and I'm still so mad at him I know it sounds dumb but he left me I was on my own.. my Mom was on drugs bad.... and now just a few years ago I lost my grandma who was my mom.... and I didn't go to her funeral because I wasn't ready to accept that she was dead...
Paola Karen Hernandez 🌸·
Мама сына-младенца
I also lost my dad on November 28, 2010 and to this point I still can't accept he's gone. I was also 14 and my birthday was the following week. It just gets harder 😔