so since my husband is getting put on probation, I've been spending the past 3 hours deep cleaning…

so since my husband is getting put on probation, I've been spending the past 3 hours deep cleaning our entire room and bathroom. the walls, baseboards, the drawers, the floor, getting rid of any trace of weed & getting rid of everything for the guns, (he collected, traded, bought, sold but I already sold the ones we had) on and off for the past 2 - 3 years. boxes and boxes of ammo and cleaning stuff just everywhere, cases and holsters, perks. you name it. ugh it hurts my heart to see all of our guns go honestly. I won't even be able to carry mine anymore. but if it means my husband gets to be here with his family, it's allllll gotta go. but I must say my lower back is hurting now & contractions are kicking in 😩😩