when my son was born ...i was stupid enough to allow sick looking kids to get near him or to even…

when my son was born ...i was stupid enough to allow sick looking kids to get near him or to even visit at the hospital. ..honestly i disnt know they were even coming...thjs time nope..nobody can come..just one sister..and shes gonna have my son so just her...i was always taught to be polite no matter what to say hello even if i absolutely hate the person..to open doors for strangers..and everyone else was also like that but ever since ive moved here everyone is the oposite....i am 100% not racist but i dis see an African American for the first time when i moves here couple years ago..and i have friends that are African American. ..they are so funny and have taught me to not be afraid to speak my mind..and i especially need to do that when the baby comes..because. my first son had rsv and that will nkt happen again