Really need some help. PPD had me at the ER two nights ago. I didn't go in but I have never been so…
Really need some help. PPD had me at the ER two nights ago. I didn't go in but I have never been so close to suicide. I was writing letters had a whole plan and everything. All because my husband and I were fighting. I've always had a strange memory. I can remember commercials and plays word for word but I forget promises that I made I few days ago. Since I don't remember making them, I break them. It's usually something to do with keeping the house clean. But when I fail to do so, it comes across like I don't care. To the point where's husband has threatened divorce if I broke another promise which is why we were fighting. He said he was done. I don't know what's wrong with me.
Bri·
have you talked to you doctor about these feelings your having? I'm sure they could really help!
Mariah·
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@breezy1993, yes. She knows I've been struggling. I have to set up counseling but making the call to set it up terrifies me.
Bri·
why do you think it terrifies you? we all need help sometimes I have ptsd and depression and have had to check myself into the hospital a couple time in the past because I was having a hard time managing. Getting help would help you and your family and maybe your husband could understand what's going on more if you were talking to someone.
Bri·
It's really okay to need some extra support sometimes it doesn't mean anything is wrong with you it's a chemical imbalance in our brains. that's it.
Mariah·
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I have PTSD depression anxiety with OCD traits and ADHD mixed type. Phone calls have always made me uneasy. @breezy1993
Bri·
could you ask someone to do it for you maybe?
Mariah·
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@breezy1993, I made my appt. for me and my girl.
Bri·
that's awesome! I'm glad to hear that