Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

So impatient. Really want to find out what I'm having. I'm 13 weeks + 2 days. Is it too early to find out?

I'm so jealous of everyone knowing their baby's sex already at 16 weeks and i'm 17 weeks and my doctor scheduled me till my 20 weeks to find out 😫😅

Wanted to share with my baby bump ladies !!! This was my ultrasound pictures at 7 weeks 4 days !! I'm 8 weeks 1 day today !! Have to turn pictures upside down to see baby.. I'm in love with my little one !!!! Due date january 26th, 2019.

20 weeks today !! Yay to halfway !! I feel like scarlette is starting to really grow and poke out more now !! I'm excited about that ! This is a big difference than my 19 week belly pic !!