38+3 weeks getting harder and harder this morning I was in pain my hips were so sore and I couldn't sleep it was sore in any position. now I have mixed feelings plus feeling dizzy. on Tuesday we had midwife appointment and she said that baby is 1/5 engage so I think this morning she tried to engage more cos it's was pretty sore.. I want to see her but I'm so afraid of giving birth...
@winterbaby95, my midwife said that my baby is back to back position so I'm trying to move her around cos if it's back to back it will be slow labour. ohh that's a shame that he missed the birth. our due date is on 28nov but I hope she can get out bit earlier like 25 Nov that would be great as we have wedding anniversary on 25th 😄. I just hope that hospital will be ready for me to give birth in the pool. I was thinking of taking my mum to delivery room as well but now I don't know what to think of it. I just have mixed feelings..
@jo1993 Awe hun :) thats great! You can message me anytime hun :) When the time comes...just go with the flow :) The only thing I was nervous about was my OH missing the birth (we don't live together and live an hour away from each other) luckily I had a very slow labour xxx
thanks @winterbaby95
I'm not really happy with my midwife and I was so surprised when she said she's happy about my weight for once she was happy cos most of the time she kept on telling me to watch what I'm eating and that I'm gaining too much. for the whole pregnancy I gained just 6kg which my mum was surprised that I gain just that.
Awe hun :) You'll be fine I promise when the time comes :) but if the thought of giving birth is really effecting you...you can talk to your midwife and they can sort some counselling out (heard about these services before) xxx
I know Is so early but i feel flutters it feels so weird but i love it 🥰

Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.

Well here 'she' is haha! My lil Bub is growing perfectly and I feel so blessed.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
@jo1993 Awe no hun...he didnt miss the birth :) My girl was back to back...only found out when I was in labour xxx My sisters Birthday is the 25th of November:) I didnt have my mum because she would've stressed me out xxc