I need to vent
This situation that I'm dealing with is not fun at all. I've always thought about what I'd do in a situation like this and how I'd hold my man down. Hell yeah ima keep doing that and I won't ever stop doing that but I miss him soooooo much. Its not like he's at work no! I haven't seen him in like a whole week and I haven't talked to em for about 3-4 days. He's in a safe place but I just can't see him or talk to him. I'm 19 years old okay. I'm super emotional I left my parents house bc I couldn't deal with the bs that was happening there. I don't plan on going back bc I really just wanna be independent and do what I wanna do. I'm so stressed out and I feel so alone! I feel like no matter where I go I just don't belong. I feel like he's the only one who'll understand bc he's the only one that I really tell everything to. If I am pregnant I do plan on keeping it but I know that I'll have to leave where I'm at. The sad and stressful part is that idk when he's gonna be home. Yo...I'm tryna be strong and not break down but its so much hurt built up inside me and the other thing is that I have to walk around like nothing's wrong. Nobody knows that me being pregnant is even a possibility. Only my two Bestfriends, my boyfriends mom and my boyfriend know. I miss him so much 😭😭😭 And idk what to do. I'm so alone its not even funny.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Transgender children
So I just learned that in my kids school district (my kids aren't in school yet my oldest will be starting kindergarten next September) there are twin boys who identify as girls. They are 5 years old. What's your opinions on this matter given they are 5!!! I don't believe that at that age they really understand the whole thing. So the entire school had to take a course on how to handle transgender children. For example they can't say girls go this or boys do that. What are...
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Where is your boyfriend at? If you don't mind me asking. I'm sorry you feel so depressed. 😔 when will you be able to take a test to know if you're pregnant or not?