So last night I finally slept! Went down around midnight which is so early for me. I was so…

So last night I finally slept! Went down around midnight which is so early for me. I was so exhausted that even my sons kicking and hiccups couldn't keep me up. Of course then all my dreams were terrifying and nightmares -_- dreams of someone forcing me to get a late abortion or God forbid having a still born and I woke up crying at least 3 times. sigh, even when I sleep I can't get well rested