I'm feeling pretty emotional right now. I think the baby blues are hitting me, I miss my boyfriend more than anything, i honestly feel a little homesick without him, is that weird? Like I don't even want to be here (at home) I don't care where I'm at, i just want to be with him. 😔 I wish he could be here with me, help me out with the baby. I want to be a family. I feel so lonely without him. This sucks. I always just cry when I think about him. I just hope sometime soon he's able to be released and I don't have to feel like this, but I know it'll probably be awhile, and it sucks to think about that. 😟

Sorry I just need to vent a little. I don't talk to anyone about this and I need to get it out a little if anything. 😔