thank you @happy2haveu

@lilleeandbrantley I understand... If you need to ever just vent irrational fears and have someone just listen to you instead of telling you to calm your titts you can message me. It feels good just to say whats on your mind without feeling judged

@happy2haveu, so was I. and thank you. Im just scared

@lilleeandbrantley I was diagnosed with drepression and anxiety at a young age and it doesn't get any easier. I totally sucks I agree with you. And I can't keep my mind off my baby either. I'm trying alot harder now because my baby can feel my stress now I have alot of pressure trying not to ne a bad mom. I don't know what will work for you but if you keep your days more busy youll have less time to your own thoughts. I hope you find something :(

@lilleeandbrantley, you can get it now if you wish but you would have to pay maybe $100-$150 to know earlier than the hospital

@happy2haveu, I try to do everything to keep my mind off it but it just sucks I don't feel pregnant I'm stressing I already have depression and anxiety issues and I can't even be happy

I had major anxiety and depression with my pregnancy because I had all of the same thoughts running through my head too and everyone lept telling me to try to stay happy and watch something funny. That didn't work my mind kept going back to it lol. But what has been helping me is fantasizing about family vacations and reading to her. I also spent hours online looking at baby clothes and gadgets even though I know I wont buy most of them it helps me because I'm still thinking of my baby but whats in front of me enforces positivity.

@momoftwo2017, I did this with my youngest and took the test also but I can't get the test for awhile anyways

@lilleeandbrantley,

I keep thinking the same, but I took the disability test. I find out my results tomorrow. Fingers crossed.