so depressed. hubby works 10-7 shift overnights. baby is almost 3 weeks and have a 3 yr old. im home with them. tonight is night 3. I'm so depressed. right before having baby hubby told me he cheated on me. I forgave him but deep down i cant trust him fully. I feel like crap all the time. I was 37.5 wks when he did it. I found out at 39wks that he cheated. I dont know, thing is she used to work with him and now she doesnt hadnt when that happened. he led her to believe he was unhappy in his marriage through messages that I havent seen but she has told me he told her we were split up, i left him, etc but I thought we were doing great at the time. he told me he regretted it instantly when they 'finished'. I worry "is he at work? is he cheating on his lunch? why wont he respond to texts on his lunch break?" idk what to do we will be together 7years in march, 2 beautiful babies, married 3 yrs and couple months. what do i do. i need help. i need counselling I cant handle it! im going insane I want it to all go away emotionally. why me? guess its post partum.