River gave us a scare the other day. I got a call from my ob saying I needed to come in to do a non stress test bc the day before I went and got my fetal anatomy scan done and they said his heart beat kept dropping. I rushed to the office and they took me back and hooked me up. My dr listened for 5 minutes and his heart beat was steady and strong and he was kicking the monitor the entire time. She said she didn't hear any trouble and he's moving a lot so she felt confident that everything was okay. I was freaking out of course be he has still been very active since then so I've calmed down a lot.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

This is my son Walter. Today is his birthday. He would have been five. This picture was taken when he was 16 days old. He was my first child and my only son (I now have 3 girls). He passed away the next day after this picture from congenital heart failure. It was a miracle that he lived passed 12 weeks gestation because of how severe his heart defects were. I miss him so much, I can't believe it's been 5 years. It still hurts so bad. I don't talk about him a lot out loud because I end up bawling...
If me not finding ultrasound and pregnancy tests pranks funny, five days after my child’s heart stopped beating as she was on my chest, makes me uptight. I guess I’m uptight. 🤷🏼♀️
so idk what to do im supposed to be moving out with my bf, baby daddy he is 14 yrs older then me and he has his niece that is 25 that lives with him and she has a daughter that's almost 6 but on day she was being stupid and told me that I might have her daughters dad closer then me then i though since then we have had lots of fights about it and he always says it's not his daughter but why would she say that and why would he have gotten so mad when i questioned him about it and every time he pos...
Hello this is Ceiamaria husband Mac I told a lot of you that when I knew what happened too my bestie the love of my life it is being said that she had an enlarged heart and again I’m thinking you all your prayers and thought are being felt thank you