thank you @bodaciousb6

my first week or two I would cry at the drop of a dime. if it persists, talk to your doctor. I had terrible baby blues, my fifth day postpartum I was numb. then crying. and it continued then realized I was consumed by baby felt no longer like my own person. then while she was sleeping and my boyfriendd had her, I went for an hour drive, I was feeling better and better with each day. when he was home I would take mini walks by myself, call my mom or my friends, and sometimes my friends would come walk with me and they were so supportive because those walks were only ten minutes and I had a friend drive thirty minutes just to go for a walk and she was thrilled! getting to realize I was a person again and baby fit into my life and not the other way around help. don't get me wrong I live my baby! but i don't want to be consumed by her. she's apart of my life, I do everything to better her which includes time for myself. a sane momma is a good momma.

I think so, I did