today was slick a bad day ... & a lil good so today my bf is finally of hes p.o even tho we were thrre for 5hrs -.- ... then we went to go see nylah & a couple hrs had past & i havent pump so literly my boobs were huge n hard as a rock they were burning soo muccchh :( i coulnt breastfeed her cuasr wen i got there she was already finish eating .i went to the resroom dint even remeber having ny fone in my back pocket n it fell in da toilet :'( then wen we were leaving we notice tht we were locked out of our car -_- i had to use ny hands to squeeze out the milk we were tgere for an hr until my bf n hes friends open the car door somehow :'( now am missing my bbygirl while am putting ny son to sleep am thinkin of her n wishing she was with me :( i feel bumbed