Short Luteal Phase?

I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.

is it wrong to be frustrated that my daughter acts like she can't do certain things with out my help. she plays dumb a lot and I wish I could be like no girl show what you know. she acts like she can't trace or match shapes so shes ask for "mommy finger" to help her so I barely hold her hand and she magically can do it but if I dont hold her hand she just scribbles and acts like she doesnt know

the pic is how she traces when I'm "helping her" otherwise it'll just be scribbles all over the page

I just can't.....

I can't believe I'm having a baby this week. It feels so surreal 🤰🏽💭🍼🌈💆🏽

I'm so embarrassed!

I can't even believe I'm posting this because I'm embarrassed and on the verge of tears.