Sounds scummy 😡 I know it's hurts honey, and I can't possibly understand what you're feeling but now is the time to get your support network. Keep the god friends and supportive family close, and give the ass one last thing, no going back. You and your son don't deserve that, and as much as you might want to hope he'll work it out, right now you don't need flip flopping I'm daddy I'm not daddy emotions. Give him his final choice of what you want for you and baby and if he denies... No child needs that sometimes there parent pulling heart strings. In the very least you have support here darling. Give yourself and baby a pamper day, with muscles rubs and lavender. A good night sleep can change your day.

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I am so sorry that you have to go through this, but it looks like those two deserve each other. Easier said than done, but good riddance. You will find someone who deserves your love and attention. Hugs to you!