He's so precious so I feel I've been having post partum but more of I get angry easier and the little things tick me off more and I'm constantly being told my ways to raise my child isn't the right way I know I'm new to being a mom but no ones letting me learn either I can't even put the car seat in the car without my mom micromanaging (RANT DONE)
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
This is too hard..... The lost of my Ellie. Being kicked out of my exes Being a single mom to 2 kids No job No car Soon to be homeless Nobody to help me Mental and physical health issues I'm just ready to end it all. The pain is too much. I'm starting to have panic attacks everyday. Especially when my kids are sleeping or more so when I'm by myself.
So I'm watching teen mom from yesterday...Kail is getting on my nerves the way she was being towards Javi.
I broke down at my moms house today ... because of the debt we owe and Passover is coming and it’s a very expensive holiday ... it was just way too much .... my mom i guess told my brother that I’m suffering and he called me over and asked me why i didn’t just ask for help, and offered to help when i need it . And gave me basically 4K to help for the month and if i need more to ask ... now one thing about me , is that i will suffer silently and won’t ask for help.... I’ve always been that way. Deff thankful for my family atm. I will start to do eBay too . I have stuff i can sell... anything to help out alittle help my husband ... whatever i can do.
I'm used to working 20hrs or more a day. So to go from that to a stay at home mom has left me soooooo bored! I need a hobby. Any suggestions?
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I know exactly how you feel. I eventually ended up telling everyone my baby my own way. that I don't agree with how they expect me to raise my daughter. that I don't believe in the same stuff they do. and even now my sister would be like my kids were eating food already. like ok good for you. I won't force my daughter to do.something she's not ready for. so.if she's a little slower at eating baby foods ok. I enjoy breast feeding her..
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