So today is my birthday. I had a nice day thanks to my mom she always makes it special ❤️Otherwise super low key being I am preggo and still hurting with my sciatica. It's almost 10pm and I have yet to hear from my father and sister. It really hurts my feelings. Normally I would be drinking alcohol and smoking weed( I used to smoke daily). Now I'm all sober due to being pregnant and just having to deal with the hurt and anger head on. Guess at 37 it's about time. Still it's a weird feeling. I was going to tell my sister (half sister on dad's side) and my dad that I was pregnant in person and make it special. But now I feel like fuck them. They can't even acknowledge me on my bday why do I always go out of my way for them to get shitted on in return. If I don't hear from them by midnight I'm just telling them via text. Fuck it 😡