Here I am already stressed out about going back to work on Monday and leaving my baby girl for the first time since I had her 7/14/16 I need to work to take care of my baby's being a single mom of 3 is so hard my oldest being 5yrs old my 2nd 1 1/2 yrs old n my baby girl 3 months old n now going back to work full time mon-thurs 8:30/5 n Fri 8:30/10 ugh but I'm bless to have my job so many mixed emotions going thru my head I'm going to miss all my baby's 😔😢

Bump pic. 14 weeks 2 days ! I'm showing alot earlier with my boy than I did with my girl !excuse the background, I'm at work, im a painter, and one of my workers said boss you're getting pudgy !! 😋😋 so I had to go take a look in the mirror!
Going back to work...
I don't want to go back to work, but I must pay the bills some how. I'm going to miss my baby so much! She's only 7 weeks old. I hope she likes her nanny. ?
I work night shift, 6pm till 2am or later. My boyfriend works days, so he's gone when the kids get up. That puts me getting up early with the kids. I'm so over tired there are days that I can't function. I'mthinking about quitting. Letting my boyfriend go back to working 2 jobs (he likes it better that way). But that puts him not being home at all and me being home all the time. But he'll be happier and I'll have more sleep. I'm just not sure what to do. There's down sides with either choice.
Is it just my docs?
Idk why, but every time I go to the doctor they just check my blood pressure, weight, urine, baby's heartbeat, and send me on my way!
Whose husband went back to work early from maternity it's only been a week and my husband is ready to go back to work , I hope I don't get baby blues I don't wanna cry 💙😭 mind you I'm gonna be taking care a 2 year old and the newborn #strenght
What do u do?