You would think that over time the sadness of failing at breastfeeding Connor would go away but it doesn't. This is…

You would think that over time the sadness of failing at breastfeeding Connor would go away but it doesn't. This is something that I struggle greatly with everyday 😔 I had my heart set on it and it kills me that I couldn't do it. I know I probably gave up too soon but emotionally I couldn't do it. I'm not afraid to admit that I suffer from PPD and feeling this daily guilt doesn't help. I have to remind myself that at the end of the day he's healthy and growing like a weed. I am so thankful for the amazing support system that I have. This is something that I keep to myself but I need to talk about it.