Between no sleep, finding out my aunt died (biological fathers sister), my son head butting my…

Between no sleep, finding out my aunt died (biological fathers sister), my son head butting my bladder all night, feeling sick, being tired as ever, and still sore....I don't know how to think today. Haven't seen her in years but she was my favorite growing up. Haven't spoken to my biological father in about 2 years, so yea....going to be a little weird. Just because he didn't show for my grandmothers funeral doesn't mean I won't show for his sisters funeral. I'm going to try to go. But think I'll just pay my respects and sit in the back. Haven't been to a funeral since my granny and that one hurt the most cause I lost my best friend. So me and my mom don't do funerals or wakes. Think I'll work remotely for that day and the next depending on the day of the week.