Twins 💞 it was so shocking when I found out but I'm happy , can't wait to meet my babies !!!!

Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

So I just found out that my husband is sleeping with my sister and they are making fun of me.

Worst day ever, come to find out the father of my child was talking to another girl behind my back telling her that we wasn't together and the only thing we had together was a baby. Like he is living with me and all... I suffer from bad depression and anxiety and I stopped taking my meds when I found out I was pregnant. And now I'm freaking out, I'm hurt, I'm embarrassed and I don't know what to do.