Other rant >.<
So I can't seem to lose weight and I know I need to work out more but I'm doing as much as I can between working and taking care of the baby primarily by my self.. I eat within my 1580-1600 calorie range and I just feel like crap all the damn time. I'm almost still my labor weight and I just hate myself for it. I won't buy bigger clothes because I don't want to be this big. But at the same time I would like to feel good about how I look too.. I just wear work out pants and guys shirts :(. Plus I know this sounds dumb but I'm not good at make up at all. I look like a high schooler or whatever, struggling with make up. I'm just a damn mess. It's like I need someone to come shake it out of me but my best friend lives miles away at the other end of the state and my other friend just moved to another state entirely. :/ pluck my life.
With my first son I lost the weight pretty quick but I did it with crash dieting and it was really bad. With my 29 weeker it wasn't until I was 11 months pp that i started using Herbalife and changed my eating habits and started moving more and I've already seen a huge difference and im down 20 pounds. I started the pregnancy with Oliver overweight and didn't even gain that much weight since he was so premature but im still losing. I think as moms we all tend to get into a negative funk about our new mom bodies but we have to remember how amazing our bodies are and that it was worth the chances we went through to have our little one(s). It gets better every day, just take each day as it comes.
😞 I used to be in the gym 5 days a week so I know your frustration. I wish I even had time for home workouts but the baby is ALWAYS on me. but we go on lots of walks and picking up and carrying his chunky ass all day helps 😆 occasionally ill do some workouts when he sleeps in the carrier. like squats and lunges. tbh all I wanna do is sleep
Why can't other mom's just be there for other mom's and work together and help each other not bash other mom's because when other mom's bash other mom's it makes us feel like we aren't doing a good job at least that's how I feel when I get bashed.
Anyone's significant other obsessed with video games??? I swear sometimes he loves that thing more than me. I just wanna throw the damn thing away, like hello I'm sitting here bored out of my mind..... grrrrrr fml
Question: how much is the blood work test that tells you the gender? I'm on state health insurance so I'm sure it doesn't cover it, but I have three friends getting it done and finding out way early and I'm dying to know what my baby is 😫😫😍😍
Creeped out!
A new guy at work just tickled the back of my neck! I cringed and told him "Don't ever touch me, that weirds me out!" On Monday he pulled my braid as I was grabbing parts for him, I also told him don't ever do that. Ugh. I don't feel comfortable working with him EVER! A coworker told me that when she walked past he said "what's cooking good looking". I feel he doesn't deserve to work here. I can't feel like I'm going to be harassed at work. Like who does that?? I'm so creeped ou...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
@kambam, lol yes I wear my little hippo all the time so I guess that helps xD. Gonna have to start doing squats and lunges with him on.
@kimberlyyyy_the-preemie-mom it's definitely true, the new mommy body isn't my favorite. I just feel like omg I'm gonna be 4 months pp and I'm still huge :( I gained 47 pounds.. Definitely embarrassing but I gotta work it off. I just don't have a routine. I need to just get up early like I used to and take the baby for a walk and try to move around more lol.
Thank you ladies 💕💜❤️