Other rant >.<
So I can't seem to lose weight and I know I need to work out more but I'm doing as much as I can between working and taking care of the baby primarily by my self.. I eat within my 1580-1600 calorie range and I just feel like crap all the damn time. I'm almost still my labor weight and I just hate myself for it. I won't buy bigger clothes because I don't want to be this big. But at the same time I would like to feel good about how I look too.. I just wear work out pants and guys shirts :(. Plus I know this sounds dumb but I'm not good at make up at all. I look like a high schooler or whatever, struggling with make up. I'm just a damn mess. It's like I need someone to come shake it out of me but my best friend lives miles away at the other end of the state and my other friend just moved to another state entirely. :/ pluck my life.
@kimberlyyyy_the-preemie-mom it's definitely true, the new mommy body isn't my favorite. I just feel like omg I'm gonna be 4 months pp and I'm still huge :( I gained 47 pounds.. Definitely embarrassing but I gotta work it off. I just don't have a routine. I need to just get up early like I used to and take the baby for a walk and try to move around more lol.
Thank you ladies 💕💜❤️