when your suffering from depression before you got pregnant and it's just worser than ever now. you…

when your suffering from depression before you got pregnant and it's just worser than ever now. you don't have your own apartment and the person you hate is right there in the same place going against your rules with your older kids. I tryed getting help for an apartment but no one helps people that lie and do things the wrong way get help I just feel completely hopeless I don't know what to do any more....