wow, @amorrione that's me too! I can't picture myself being a mom. I'm freaking out here. I hope it goes away because I feel like I might speaking negativity into existence. thanks

I was terrified/had a bed felling about miscarriage as well, because I couldn't visualize my life as a mother to a newborn baby. But I didn't miscarry, my baby is here now and healthy as can be. I started to feel better when I got to the second trimester and I knew the chances of miscarriage go way down.