when I first got pregnant my mom was so against me keeping the baby and she said some really hurtful…

when I first got pregnant my mom was so against me keeping the baby and she said some really hurtful shit. but since the news has sunk in (only took 6 months) she's really been trying and has been really supportive of everything I want to do and is constantly so interested in my appointments. I miss her so bad 😢😢😢 being 3000 miles away from my best friend is so hard. I had a meltdown at school today and cried to one of my profs. told my hubby after school how I was feeling and cried more. all day all I can think about is my mom is missing all the stuff she should be there for.. it's her first grandchild, it's my first child.. I feel so bad that I'm so far away. bleh 😢 all day has been miserable, all I want to do is sleep. I know these are just mainly pregnancy hormones but Holy shit.. I wish she could feel my belly move, I wish she could be there for my ultrasound. I wish she would be there when he's born 😔 everything is so hard today.