rant: I dread going to work. I hate working till midnight then doing a 25 minute drive home.…

rant: I dread going to work. I hate working till midnight then doing a 25 minute drive home. especially pregnant your just even more tired. I wish my husband could just do a 2nd job so I can stay home with our daughter and soon to be baby but he says he wouldn't be able to see us all week. I admit I'm selfish, I hate work, I hate how my twin sister and her husband lost their jobs like it's no big deal but they still make due cause they get BH and finacial aid for my sister being in school (don't know why I'm jealous when they live under the poverty level) she has 2 boys. I feel like just laying in bed most days but I get up because I have a daughter to take care of, I love her to death but lately I've been overwhelmed by the fact I'll have 2 under 2. I love my family but I guess I'm just a little burnt out from these long hours everyday 330 to midnight but weekends off. but I'm already in Saturday when I get off shift so it doesn't feel like a weekend. idk. I'm just ranting...I'm done