my first (and so far only) pregnancy was horrible. took so much out of me. ruined my hips. I lost half of my cervix. havoc on my body. but truth be told...I miss being pregnant so much. seeing how much my 8 month old baby girl loves little babies and other children makes me want to be pregnant again!!! honestly....I would have 20 more if I could! I knew I loved babies but actually creating them inside me is such a magical experience! ahh I really miss it!

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I just want his arms wrapped around me one last time and hear words come out of his mouth that arent true "I love you".. I miss him so bad. My first love! My first relationship! He was many of my first and I know today isnt even the hardest day yet.. I literally hate that I love him so much.

I'm so happy my little one is here ! I love her so much already I was so scared I wouldn't love her enough because I wasn't too excited I was pregnant I was excited but not like I was with my son but once you see ur babies face you feel that instant love I knew I loved her but I didn't think it would be just as much as my son because I didn't feel it yet but this is my little girl and I love her just as much as my son I will do right by her I will protect her by any means possible I'm so gratefu...

still in the hospital, I miss my baby so much she's only a week old and needs me ; ((