so although I'm happy for not getting kicked out... my dad basically brike my heart... I am a…

so although I'm happy for not getting kicked out... my dad basically brike my heart... I am a Christian woman and I have my struggles like everyone does... sex happens to be one of my struggles... I fucked up and got pregnant... I get it...

I'm already struggling with my depression and failure as someone who was supposed to be abstaining... but like it's only gonna make me feel worse like you telling me not to post stuff on facebook or telling me that once I start showing it will be a reminder of what I did and how terrible a situation I put us in...

I get it I'm the screw up of the family and I feel bad because I kinda hate the fact that this baby is growing inside me and it just makes me more depressed because Everything is my fault

i know it is and I'm just so fucked up on the inside I keep breaking down...