Im so tired of men thinking they are always in control .... I have a husband that thinks he can tell me what the hell to do but whsn i voice my opinion he never listens i want to go to dinner and be whine and dined he tells me he dosent want to do anything with me im personally done ass kissing and im going to do for me for now on im going to find what chisara likes and how ive changed and became into my own women i got married really young and im changing and im starting to see that my husband dosent want to change not for me the kids no one i find him selfish and inconsiderate i really love my husband but i love myself much more and i feel like over the years i have lost myself in my marriage and thats a hard place to be in it gets so hard when you dont have any friends to talk to when u have lost them or just cut them all off ..... - im getting ready to do for me