can't stop crying... why does this have to happen to me...
I am so sorry to hear things didn't go well this morning. But it's not over just yet. Baby boy may decide to turn on his own last minute. I pray that is the case for you as I know we are both dreading a c-section. Remember to just stay positive I know it's hard but it's the best thing for you right now to not think negative thoughts. Just keep picturing yourself giving birth vaginally and hopefully that will be what happens in the end. Don't be so hard on yourself nothing is your fault you've done nothing wrong and you will be a great momma to your baby boy when he arrives! As much as we both feel it won't be a "real birth" if having to have a c-section all that really matters is that baby boy comes into this world healthy!! Stay positive! I'm here if you ever want to talk! 😊💙
@mommyof1boyy, I don't even feel like I will feel like a mom with a c-section.. they are just gonna take him ...
its okay!! I saw your bubs is breech. c sections aren't bad at all! as long as you and baby are okay :) he also might flip on his own! give him time!
@rachayrn, it's a hard situation hunny. it really is. BUT you are NOT a failure. baby is being stubborn. in the end you will have that baby in your arms
@allyk.xmommy, I'm so scared, upset, mad, and feel like a failure.. pretty much any emotion that's not good can be used to describe what I'm feeling. @deckroth2001 I'm not and don't know how to be
@kaseylyn, thanks! I might message you later if I dont start to feel better 😭 @mommyof1boyy I just don't feel like it will be the same. I haven't had anything go wrong this whole pregnancy and now I can't even have him the way I want I don't want any drugs I just wanted to do it all natural.. I'm also scared I won't feel the same like I won't feel like his mom and on top of all that I am terrified of needles, surgery, anything that involves the doctor or hospital really... I don't think I'll ever not feel like a failure.