Just by curiosity, I started looking up childbirth videos on YouTube. Needless to say , I'm scared out of my F***ING mind . To the point I just want to cry my eyes out ...
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I did that - I regretted it 😂 you're going to do great though ❤️
@naturalboss, LOL , shoot had to tape them tig-ol bitties out the way ! LOL . I think everything is just the fear of the unknown and when it's going to happen. I know for sure my ass gonna need that epidural , I can get tattoos and piercings all day but ousting a watermelon out my vag, I don't think I'm ready for that pain lol
I was nervous from watching videos too sad part is all I watched was natural birth videos and I ended up having a c section it wasn't bad though I tried to go natural 9 hours into labor had to get the epidural that picotin boyyyyy! got scared asf when they had to take me off for an emergency c section but that wasn't bad either the worst part was that they taped my boob's up towards my damn neck and put me on an oxygen mask I was all I can't breath!! take this shit off !😂
I started watching and then quickly stopped and just started balling !
Girl this is my second child and for some reason I'm scared! 😫
Omg yes I got like that from YouTube and google videos it's awful
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@amandamorgan, thank you ! I sure hope so !