Tomorrow will be 2 yrs since i underwent an 11 an a half hour brain operation that my surgeon perped…

Tomorrow will be 2 yrs since i underwent an 11 an a half hour brain operation that my surgeon perped my family for.. As you can see it was a big deal and honestly i should've stayed paralyzed, mentally unstable, ect but by Gods grace I'm functional, I'm healthy, and most of all I'm alive to tell everyone that without me not asking God to forgive me an help me moments before surgery, i wouldn't be here the way i am! ! There's no way!! I was literally beging God for help while i was getting wheeled into surgery. i was so scared, i was told alot of horrific things to expect as you can imagine.. i went under with the last thoughts of God forgiving me an my children because i didn't know if i would ever see them again. Almost a week later i woke up and seen my son standing there holding my hand looking at me so frightened because my head was wrapped tubes coming outta my head and mouth, I.V's, machines going off and i all i could do is cry!!!! i cried because i knew who my son was!!!! i woke up from this operations Dr's said i wouldn't make it out of.. An i cried because God put me in his arms and didn't allow anything bad to happen!!!!

I'm emotional writing this because i don't ever think anyone would know exactly how grateful i am for my life!! Sure, i can speak about it all day everyday an yet no1 would truly know what i went through, what I'm still going through, and what's planned for me ahead.. An all i know is as long as i have God I'm more than prepared for anything!!💜

Thank you for hearing me out