My bd has talking to other people.. I'm so over his shit it's the second time he's cheated. I just…

My bd has talking to other people.. I'm so over his shit it's the second time he's cheated. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry I hate thinking about doing this without him I feel so depressed. Idk what to do😣😣 today I got my medication on depression i tried my hardest to not go back to them but I feel like I truly need before I harm myself. This is not how I wanted my life to be...💔