Ugh! So before I had my son I was the perfect size. Well now I'm the totally opposite, in my view. I…

Ugh! So before I had my son I was the perfect size. Well now I'm the totally opposite, in my view. I had preeclampsia while pregnant til the point I was so swollen, I have yet to lose the weight. Anyways I have became very insecure of my image that I rarely want to shop for myself and I don't like to do different things in regards to sex like I used to. My husband tries to show me and express the love he has for me but I feel like that's only because he's my husband. He has expressed how I don't like to do many different things in the bedroom like I used to before I had my son and that he want me to be open to different things like I used to. I understand what he's saying because I know I have changed. I want to do all of the things I used to but I'm so insecure 😔