sorry, it's a long rant! so the agitation continues for another day. my 12 year old and his cousin. messing about since early this morning being noisy. deciding to cook on the cooker. winding the dog up having her barking. sick of telling them. my 1 year old teething bad and not in the best of moods. Won't eat.all I've done is shout today. the OH went out for a drink with friends said he would be back in 4 hours. he's not. I've just sat and cried. feel so shitty it's unreal. need to go shopping. but with two 12 year oldp and a one year old when you don't drive is not good. now if the OH was here i wouldn't have to take the kids. but when he eventually decides to stroll in he is gonna want to go bed for few hours anyway. so by time he gets up. I won't have time to go shopping. have nothing in for tea. I just want to scream!!
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lol! Yeah you're right there. I dont think he will be cos still not heard off him. was keeping my phone away from me so i didn't message something nasty. but it got the better of me and I couldn't help it any longer! he is really inconsiderate that's what I said in not so many nice words like that!
Yeah the kids are in bed now finally. but they just argued all night. winding each other up! my daughter is still awake and will be until about 2 am ish. That's normal for her. then she will sleep through til about 2 pm tomorrow if the kids don't wake her up!
hate her routine but i didn't put her in it!!
Yeah apart from that the way I'm feeling I'm okay hun thank you.
thank you for listening to me today!
I really appreciate it! @mother_of_humans xx
I know.. I think that what makes me more annoyed! he still isn't home. and not heard off him since dinner time when he messaged to say he hoped i was okay! I'm seriously Un impressed. went shopping with the kids. now in a considerable amount of pain more than I was this morning. but it needed to be done. other wise we wouldn't be eating tonight.
still got to cook tea for the kids yet.
well if I went into labour I'd be pretty stuck with 3 kids here! not being able to contact him neither!
no need to be sorry. he is an idiot. can think of a lot stronger words for him at the moment! @mother_of_humans xx
I know! what you're saying is right! I've tried ringing him. his phone is always on silent!
he doesn't do it a lot but when he does I'm left fuming cos he goes out at stupid times in the morning to his friends , sometimes it's not til the next day he comes back. he went out at 7 this morning. Having not been to bed cos he couldn't sleep! said he would be back for 11. still not here.
makes it worse cos I'm nearly 36 weeks pregnant and emotions are everywhere.
tried to get the kids to play out but they don't want to. got a park not far away. but they don't wanna go there.
I'm suffering badly with spd at the minute other wise I would take them myself!
Sorry for the rant. I dont normally about personal things but today it's really got to me. and on here is the only way i can be where no one knows me.
my little girl is normally so happy and smiley but this past week has been really difficult with her. 5 teeth all at once poor girl. I just can't help my temper at the minute. feel better now I've had a cry but still really agitated! thanks @mother_of_humans for replying to me! don't want to bother friends just ringing then up to rant! xx
ha ha ha! believe me I have felt like it! but I've contained myself pretty well so far apart from my outburst earlier!
I'm bloody livid!
he better make it up to me. but God knows how!
I'll be up now until he is home!
anything could of happened to him and I wouldn't know!in 5 hours he's been gone 24 hours!
ha ha yeah my 12 year old is no angel believe me! he is so naughty and doesn't listen to me at all. he takes the piss really. Maybe I'm too soft with him. That's what his dad thinks.cos he will just give him a slap!
had nothing but problems with his behaviour from being about 2! he went to live with his dad a few months ago cos he didn't like the rules here and thought the grass would be greener there. he was constantly abusive to me. threatening me. he's here more now than at his dad's!
ha ha bitch slap. yeah I feel you there!
well that's the little one down for the night I hope!
fingers crossed she settles.
he's routine is cos my other half stays up til stupid hours. when I was at work he would be the one to deal with her. if it was me and I wasn't at work I'd try to make her go bed earlier and try to change it. God help us when this one comes! I used to be asleep by like 12 each night so it didn't bother me. but it does now ha ha!
if he would of come home earlier i would of gone out to just get away for a bit!
thanks sweet xx you're right there isn't. normally I just keep things locked up but was far too Pissed off today.
little one is currently shouting to herself upstairs! please sleep Elizabeth ha ha!! xx @mother_of_humans