Finally had to admit to myself and my boyfriend that I have post-partum depression. I'm just very…

Finally had to admit to myself and my boyfriend that I have post-partum depression. I'm just very unhappy almost all the time. My libido is shot. I don't find joy in social situations like I used to. I constantly have to be cleaning or doing something. I have absurd fears of things out of my control happening to my son. I can't sleep and when I do I don't sleep well because I'm listening for my son. I've been having panic attacks and claustrophobia. I have an appointment next week. I hope they can put me back on what I was on before pregnancy.