I literally had an anxiety attack our first night home. Like hardcore hyperventilating and crying and my husband had to calm me down. But it gets easier but that worry never completely goes away but it does get easier mama. If it's in your budget maybe think of getting the owlet. I so would but can't afford one ☺️

I was the same. Still am (sorta) getting better. My munchkin slept in her bassinet with my hand on her chest for the first 3 months. We just moved her to her crib. I check on her 3 or 4 times before I settle down myself.