sorry I'm posting so much guys...I just need some support through this shit...I feel like my heart…

sorry I'm posting so much guys...I just need some support through this shit...I feel like my heart has been shattered into a thousand pieces... I had to leave the love of my life and the father of my son because I can't pay rent at his parents house anymore! His parents relied on that rent money to feed their kids and no he didn't help pay it so I had to pay $210 every week outta my paycheck plus I had to pay our cell phone bill and car insurance and made sure we ate because my bf didn't have a job...I'm so sorry I had to leave him but he wasn't helping me at all...and there was no way we would be able to save money for a house living that way. Nobody in that house respected me, and my bf respected his family more than he did me...and I was the one who did everything for him! I'm hurting because I love him and I know all this hurt him but I can't take the stress of everyone depending on me!! I'm breaking down because I feel like shit inside because I had to take our son but I had to make a change....please ladies pray for me or leave me some words of advice