almost 39 weeks, babygirl is stationed at -2 in my pelvis, dilated to a tight 2, 60% effaced. I almost went into preterm labor at 34 weeks, and now that it's okay for her to come...i get nothing! so frustrating. She's much bigger than her Sissy was. a whole pound bigger. And doctor keeps telling me Anyday now, but nothing is happening. I'm not losing mucus anymore. No contractions. I have been walking every night, having sex like it's going out of style. waiting to urinate after sex, to allow semen to go to my cervix. And NOTHING. I get a random cramp or two during the night.

I was induced last time with Khloe at 38 weeks , last year. I was thinking I'd go into labor around the same time this time. But no, baby is just wanting to stay inside. I wouldn't mind if I wasn't so sick. I'm puking and have diarrhea everyday all day. I'm not sick as in a stomach bug, SO is fine. But shit, I'm over it.

I have literally tried everything. I had sex 3 times last night and walked immediately after, had some cramping and still..nothing. at least the sex was good. 😂😂

I go to the doctor Thursday, to talk about induction or membrane sweep. But I kind of had my hopes up to go into labor on my own. I'm so aggravated. Has anyone just gone into labor randomly after thinking it'll never happen bc you had no signs...? I need some encouragement.

*induction will b discussed for medical reasons, I am epileptic and losing weight bc of how sick I've been.* I know I can refuse it, and I would if it wasn't for those factors. So basically I'm trying to have something happen before Thursday when I go to the doctor :(