Being l first time mom and being a single mom at that it's scary... I get scared and anxious I worry all day..Wondering everytime she does something is it normal is she okay. I can never sit down I'm always on the go running around the house cleaning bottles washing clothes pumping taking my medicine feeding her changing her diapers and clothes ... making doctors appointments taking her to doctor appointments.. I know it gets easier but ugh.. Im not complaining I wouldn't want it any other way... I was so ready for her to be here and now she is.. and now I'm thinking can I do this... Am I a good mother.. am I doing everything I suppose to be ... also dealing with her dad side of the family I feel like they are going to try to take me to court ..