Tomorrow I'll be 37 weeks. Holy shit. I'm going to be bringing a little boy into this world. I'm going to be his momma. It seems like a dream to me.
Clothes are done. We don't have a crib yet. My SOs biological dad and his wife have been telling us they'll buy it. But we still don't have it. Lol. We've got a hand me down bassinet though. So at least he'll have somewhere to sleep. Lol.
I don't even have his room done yet. I just struggled to put an excersice bouncer thing together for him that he won't be able to use for a couple months anyway. Lol. I stood up and then a small contraction hit. Like holey Moley. He could come tomorrow if he so chose.
I'm so ready to go into labor but I'm so scared of that pain 😩😩😩
Place your bets??
I'm going with 6lb 10 xx

I'm just going to leave this right here
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I'm just wondering which one of us are going to go first.. lol
The pic didn't post. Damn.