Birth Plan Rant

I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?

EYE EXAMS IN 3RD TRIMESTER

So I have an appointment Monday for my yearly eye exam and to get a new prescription for my contacts. I'm down to my last pair, and have been wearing them longer than I should be. So I NEED more!!

So...I get emotional at times bc I'm realizing more and more this IS my last prenancy. This is hubbies response when I get emotional lol

so i am starting to get very depressed.. I still have no signs of labor. I'm not dialated at all.. And my due date is Monday😣 my fiance was able to get maternity leave for work and it starts on Tuesday.

I have a dr appointment on monday and my dr told me that if I'm dialated more than a 1 she will induce me that week. But if im not she is going to wait until my 41 weeks. & my fiance has to go back to work that day... So if I'm not dialated any or baby doesn't just come naturally my fiance won't...

Doc says I'm still 2cms and I'm about 60-70% softened but baby hasn't dropped completely and I just wanna cry like if she hasn't dropped all the way then why does my pelvics feel like this somebody help how do I get this baby to drop more 😞🤦🏽‍♀️