Hello ladies... I'm new here... I just want give you some light as of what happens to me 4 days ago.. I'm not gonna get…

Hello ladies... I'm new here... I just want give you some light as of what happens to me 4 days ago.. I'm not gonna get into what has happend this past year because this is the second baby I lost.. Honestly i don't want to discourage any ladies of having a baby.. So please don't think that I meaning it to be hurtful for anyone. But here it goes.....

I went to the hospital because I was bleeding so bad... I had to pee when I got there and it's was just blood and clots a mess... I look down and I see my baby having there arms flaring and legs moving all I could do was grab him and hold him to try and keep him warm.... I screamed for help and was begging for them to help me and my baby... And they said there was nothing they could do They cut the cord and I held him on my chest Untill his little heart stopped and he stopped moving and I lost it... And they told me that I needed to see what we could do for him or he would be medical waist.... Wtf?! Are you serious so we are getting him creamated and he will sit on my mantle with his big brother and be loved like any of my other children... He was perfect to me... It was so incredible to see how perfectly hands feet and everything is formed so little!!!