Rant.
It angers me so much that my son's dad doesn't even ask about him. I'm the one having to give him updates about what's going on in our son's life. If I don't, he won't ask how he's doing. We live 25 minutes away from each other and he'll just see us once a week but lately it's becoming every 2 weeks. I'm giving him the chance to make things right this time around since he couldn't with his other two kids. Why doesn't he wanna take it? Children are a blessing and he honestly doesn't see it that way. I always ask if he would like to come to appointments or whatever it is that is involving our son and I always get an excuse to why he can't go. I'm heartbroken and I don't wanna think about how my son will grow up without his dad around much.
Its a painful process, but it's something that can't be forced. I figured that out the hard way. probably the same reason he missed out on his other two kids tbh. @optimusviolet