I think I suffer from depression my moods are so up and down especially when I'm alone in my thoughts then I get in a funky mood about life or myself ,been having these issues for years but I prefer no medication so a doctor would be pointless don't want pills shoved down my throat ,so maybe a therapist will help...
I would definitely talk to someone Hun. Sometimes just getting the thoughts out of your head by saying them out loud to an unbiased person can be helpful, I'm not one for medication either unless it's absolutely necessary. Also, try some meditation or treat yourself to a massage once a month if possible. Be kind to yourself first and foremost. If you're always hard on yourself you're not able to be there for others as strongly! Your boys need their momma. Good luck. Hope you are able to find some peace from your thoughts.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@rgold763, thank you I will be calling a therapist tomorrow :-)