Everyone's announcing they're pregnant on Facebook and they're having their beautiful babies and I'm sitting here in envy wishing I was them... when is it going to be my turn ... when can I have my beautiful baby 😞😰
@ttcmylovebug, it keeps popping up beyond belief and it makes me so upset but I'm happy for them I just envy it so much 😔

Ladies, meet my beautiful rainbow baby!!!
IF WHEN I HAVE MY BABY I DONT WANT MY BD OR HIS FAMILY TO EVER C HER WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO???
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
Anterior placenta?
I found out yesterday, at my 20 week scan, that I have an anterior placenta and won't feel my baby kick as much due to it. Not until late pregnancy. Anyone else have the same thing? If so, when did you feel your baby kick?
Yeah I understand that. I'm happy for them too. My friend's sister accidentally got pregnant and I've been trying for months like wtf 😫 I'm happy for her though. I hope we get our little one soon too though. I'm so jelly.